Mood: Heartbroken
FAITH: "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34 (NIV)
“Drop the heavy chain and move forward in a positive direction.” - Sarah M.
“Never ever ever give up.” - Andy P.
I didn’t see it coming. I feel blind-sided. Nikhil broke up with me. I DID NOT WANT TO break up with him. It’s probably for the best. I told him I thought I was too old for him. I feel conflicted. I love him and already miss him, but if that’s what he wanted... I can’t see trying to get back together with him. I've always told him that I wanted to see a smile on his face and joy in his heart. So, if he's happier without me, then that's how it's supposed to be. So opposites might attract but don’t necessarily stay together.
HECK! It took Elle Woods time to figure out that Warren never really wanted to be with her and was just playing the field; doing what his parents wanted him to do!!! I have my doubts that I ever would've been good enough for Nikhil.
It’s been a banner of a year--2020. My friend (ex-boyfriend) passed away. The COVID-19 Pandemic hit. I got laid off in June. NOW my boyfriend broke up with me!! I’d like to see some good things happen in 2020 soon.
JOB HUNT:
Administrative Assistant (First Presbyterian Church) (Applied!)
I have an interview at 11 am tomorrow at A+ Detail, Window Tinting and Paint Protection
I've been single and fiercely independent before. I can do it again. I'm so grateful to be near family in Bismarck. I will need to rely on God as I always have.
FAITH: "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34 (NIV)
“Drop the heavy chain and move forward in a positive direction.” - Sarah M.
“Never ever ever give up.” - Andy P.
I didn’t see it coming. I feel blind-sided. Nikhil broke up with me. I DID NOT WANT TO break up with him. It’s probably for the best. I told him I thought I was too old for him. I feel conflicted. I love him and already miss him, but if that’s what he wanted... I can’t see trying to get back together with him. I've always told him that I wanted to see a smile on his face and joy in his heart. So, if he's happier without me, then that's how it's supposed to be. So opposites might attract but don’t necessarily stay together.
HECK! It took Elle Woods time to figure out that Warren never really wanted to be with her and was just playing the field; doing what his parents wanted him to do!!! I have my doubts that I ever would've been good enough for Nikhil.
It’s been a banner of a year--2020. My friend (ex-boyfriend) passed away. The COVID-19 Pandemic hit. I got laid off in June. NOW my boyfriend broke up with me!! I’d like to see some good things happen in 2020 soon.
JOB HUNT:
Administrative Assistant (First Presbyterian Church) (Applied!)
I have an interview at 11 am tomorrow at A+ Detail, Window Tinting and Paint Protection
I've been single and fiercely independent before. I can do it again. I'm so grateful to be near family in Bismarck. I will need to rely on God as I always have.
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